U have been warned already: this will have no rhyme nor reason, hereafter.
Penis fart bump toilet refrigerator hunger leap fascination prejudice quarrels breasts upthrust drooping gravity balls intense magnification baby bump goosebumps vomit cuisine gourmet pillows bed dresser desk art mirrors on ice pink on ceiling, champagne abnormal growths moles spies violence private investigators police tragedy chokeholds outlawed popular protests arson pallets of bricks businesses destroyed narcotics raids no pain relief for legitimate usage Narcan saves…illegal on site hospital drug treatment clinics because of controversy clean needles fentanyl in heroin mix young people die of mixed carfentanyl 4 horses, elephants, dogs, birds, eagles, hummingbirds, flamingos, cats mechanical do not shit or need care. Just a battery, like a vibrator, no talk back like a lover would. Wham bam thank u mam! No need to apologize. Unlimited pleasure. Keep energy sources handy 4 usage. Lonely planet in house all day every day because hi risk and in the danger age w pre existing conditions. Go to terrace and bird watch thru scaffolding w nets blocking the sunlight, but cooler at least because of this. Level 4 Do Not Travel State Dept advisory to US citizens, indefinite time. Envy of private pool owners w houses because trapped in concrete hot jungle w no Water Club even to open doors, even after Governor allows it! Balderdash! Nice jail w plenty of room for 1. Even outdoors inside allowed, spacing from next person more than adequate.
Wind storm Saudi dust sunsets w dust more beautiful but also deadly 4 those who have lung problems, like COVID or other. Floods and droughts both severe hurricanes, monsoons tornadoes in increasing number and severity cuts to government agencies due to non reimbursement on COVID no FEMA no free testing just cuts everywhere a thousand paper cuts until they get to your heart w a big chunk of filthy glass sticking out of your chest, wheeled into the ER w not enough docs or nurses or equipment because the cuts hit hard and it came just as the 2nd wave was crashing on shore when cuts were required because Washington said no. They looked at human life and business and $ won against humans. We r all a number. Dehumanization like in the Holocaust w numbers tattooed on body parts before extermination I am old enough to have seen them on living humans and Judaism prohibits tattoos as desecration but u r exempted if u r tattooed by Nazis because not your choice.
Masks of cloth bandannas N95 respirators too hot leave 4 health care workers but they need them as personal protective equipment even tho too hot and can have harmful effects upon skin and bodily oxygenation levels even still they serve 8-12 hrs per day and more because shifts run longer when u can’t get everything done and there aren’t enough workers even less come fall because of the 1000’s of cuts like paper knives slitting your skin daily Protesters against racial injustice spilling over because of G. Floyd, RIP, as symbol for despair and righteous indignation worldwide and so many others too Black police officers suing departments because of criminal quotas of blacks being rounded up all over America and thereby the Blue Wall of Silence to shut the fuck up! We owe u nothing, not even your salary or benefits because when u complain, u become the problem, even when u r right! Motherf—er! And when we take your salary and your benefits and your pension, what will u be? Just another statistic, either begging or borrowing or stealing…Jean Valjean stole to feed a starving family member and served 17 yrs hard labor 4 same. Justice in the grave! When u do not conform u r a rebel to be exterminated like cockroach squashed on floor Waterbugs mice rats rodents ferrets hamsters knees step stools lights buzzing hallucinations in dreams of men watching u from 6 inches of open shades that don’t reach the bottom of the sill and u sleep naked in cool sheets hoping 4 a glimpse of naked boobs or more ass up on a pillow spread open w 4 poster bed handcuffs w socks and slip knots quite the life I have had yup!
This is all my own free association mashup! Oh my. Even if never again a good run and movies galore of dreams shattered and won, now and then, standing on a mountaintop in Spain w camera or speed boating in Hawaii w a bay of snorkeling tropical fish dolphin kissing and riding volcanoes w lava pitch in blue Hawaiian helicopter overhead Black bears and eagles in the wilds of Alaska summer 3 person bicycle post Rijksmuseum Amsterdam laughing like a girl on fire w joy climbing the steps in the house Anne Frank hid in listening to history Cattle cars to concentration camps Washington DC Holocaust Museum burnt shoes shiny gold skin used as lamp shades Anti-Semitism rebound world over canary in coal mine Beware secret agendas of legitimate protest movements as their platform may be hidden but u r charged w knowing the truth.
And still there is one great last goal before it’s my time to shrivel up and die. But it needs to remain nameless as I submit to God’s will 1st, not my own desire. Yet this desire makes me want to live a bit longer, if only to see its beauty in the sky of purple and red, yellow, orange, crimson and ginger over the sea, gloriously beautiful it is…and wanted so very much.